Ryan Paul

Important places on Google Maps for me

  • My mother’s last house
  • My last apartment in London
    There were four apartments – mine was the lower right above the garage.  The SMOKING HOT crackhead Lisa lived above me.  The thin side window on the right closest to the edge of the building on my apartment is the window that Lisa’s crackhead buddies crept in and burgled my place.
  • More House
    The place where I spent most of my formative years rebelling against Father McCabe.  The newer buildings in the back didn’t used to be there, and neither did the newer building to the left of the main house.  This is the place where I still have most amount of my happiest memories.  Seeing the house redeveloped like this makes me a little sad for some reason.
  • Crendon Park
    This is the road where all of my worst memories and childhood experiences happened.  In the main group of houses in the centre, on the bottom row… the fourth house from the left is number 8. That is where (to my knowledge still) Myra and Derek Anscombe live.  Without going into too much detail they are my former foster parents who abused me terribly – so badly their son Martin checked himself into a psychiatric unit when he was an adult.  If you view this shot of the football fields near their house… you’ll see a small path going along the right side of it.  That path was paved with sharp stone chips when I was six years old and that path holds very bad memories for me.   In the centre of this image you can view a group of flats (apartments) where I had to go and scrounge food daily from the dumpsters in the concrete parking lot on the lower side of the flats.  Very many bad bad things happened to me there which still have an effect on how I react to various situations nearly twenty-five years later.
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