Stupid Stuff

Today’s word of the day is racism.

Mandy wrote some stuff on her blog, and some guy posted a comment trying to correct her and told her to check out a site about the Caledonia dispute.

The website is www.caledoniawakeupcall.com. The entire website is one big hate site, hidden by the abscence of vulgarities and blatant hate.

Dumbass Idiots

There’s a lot of dumbass idiots around the community I live in. Apparently some girls on the reserve think I’m creeping them out because I swim at the docks and I talk amicably to them, asking general shyt like their boyfriend’s names etc.

Thinking that it’s weird I’m always at the docks when they are is stupid to start with. Secondly, I go to the docks maybe once a week if that, and only on super hot days. Am I supposed to not swim on the docks because of a few little people who can’t talk to me about their concerns, instead of whining to other people?

Of course I ask them general questions about their boyfriends, if they have one… their boyfriend’s names etc. Should I be rude and not talk to them at all? Ignore them? Or be friendly and talk to them? But it’s alright, because now I know how these little girls think, I’ll ignore them completely. It wasn’t bringing anything particular to my life by being friendly, other than trying to harmonise relationships with other community members.

There’s no f**king way on earth I’m going to stop swimming at the docks because these girls go there. Many other adults go there and nothing’s being said about them. If people are too stupid to take the time and think that maybe I’m just trying to be friendly then TO HELL WITH THEM ALL! Sad as well because it shows not many adults have tried to be nice to them.

The gossiping and bullshit on this reserve is reaching new highs. People are getting paid for sitting at home and doing nothing, and just general all around snidey gossiping. When is all this crap going to change?

Whatever Stuff

The lack of direction in my life is starting to bother me more and more every day.  I mostly can’t do what I want to do without getting screamed at. My goals and aims seem to have become clouded.

It really sucks when you’ve the blues.  England’s beckoning more and more every day.

My step-mother-in-law and her husband were travelling back from Eagle Lake powwow and they hit a moose.  The moose went on top of the cab and crushed the cab of their truck.  Her airbag didn’t deploy and she got cuts and bruises.  His airbag did and hit him in the chest.  They’re real lucky to be alive.  The moose bit it of course.

Doing a website for Grandpa (Lena’s dad)… all about his service in the USMC in the Pacific.  That’ll be available to look at soon.

Being here and seeing the rampant racism from white people and the police has made me think about what goes on in England.  Of course it happens and I always knew that – now I’m more inclined to believe stories I hear.  The racism here in Canada is different though.  Different being it’s directed towards an original indigenous population who are being oppressed and becoming victims by an alien system (the Federal government) in their own homes and lands.

I am so fukking stressed out it’s not even funny.